Tuesday, 1 November 2011 | By: Devi

November Rain

Welcome November!

Finally we get to November, hope that this November better than October.
And finally, I have decided that I have to wake up, I used to refused to wake up, I just dreaming for this one month, still hoping something good will happen, and everything will be fixed up, till I think about myself, my family, I can't be like this forever, I had to move on. Like or not, I have to give it up, I have to let my feeling go, although it's very hard.
no more dreaming, no more imagining, no more memories.
I have frozen my heart and my mind for any memories about my past, and my focus now is just for my family.
I have to face it up, I realized that first step that I had to make is to face it all, to face that this is life, this is the lesson that I got, it's just life and I have to be sure that Allah's preparing something good for me, Allah's never wrong.
I have think that if I'm always remember all those things I can't move on, my friend has told me that if I wanna move on, try not to remember it anymore.
And I have read one story, if you keep walking through the storm, finally you will pass the storm and when you look back, the storm is behind you, the people who choose to stay in it, will never know when the storm will be over, but if you keep walking, you will pass storm and see the rainbow, so just keep moving on.
Selamat datang November, semangat!!! :)

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Tuesday, 1 November 2011

November Rain

Welcome November!

Finally we get to November, hope that this November better than October.
And finally, I have decided that I have to wake up, I used to refused to wake up, I just dreaming for this one month, still hoping something good will happen, and everything will be fixed up, till I think about myself, my family, I can't be like this forever, I had to move on. Like or not, I have to give it up, I have to let my feeling go, although it's very hard.
no more dreaming, no more imagining, no more memories.
I have frozen my heart and my mind for any memories about my past, and my focus now is just for my family.
I have to face it up, I realized that first step that I had to make is to face it all, to face that this is life, this is the lesson that I got, it's just life and I have to be sure that Allah's preparing something good for me, Allah's never wrong.
I have think that if I'm always remember all those things I can't move on, my friend has told me that if I wanna move on, try not to remember it anymore.
And I have read one story, if you keep walking through the storm, finally you will pass the storm and when you look back, the storm is behind you, the people who choose to stay in it, will never know when the storm will be over, but if you keep walking, you will pass storm and see the rainbow, so just keep moving on.
Selamat datang November, semangat!!! :)

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